I have come to the dreadful moment I have so eagerly put off for so long, I have started the creations mate. As I create this creature I start to feel… selfish. I have only created it and listened to my monsters demand for fear that it would try to hurt me. Sure I’m also trying to keep my family and close friends safe. But in the end it is only for my benefit. Should I let these monsters ruin the families of others? No, I can’t let it happen. I’m only becoming more immersed into my troubles. How long before they would want more, for I play the part of their god. They could both become enraged and kill more. I have made my decision, I have chosen to destroy my work. I can’t let this become more trouble than it already has, the monster had told me “I will be with you on your wedding-night”. Have I now put my beloved Elisabeth in danger? The monster doesn’t want me to have something that he so greatly wants. I fear for our lives.