I am very close to my dear Elizabeth, she has, and always will be very close and important in my life. I was also close to my mother and father, but mainly to the fact that we mostly kept to ourselves. For me, The discovery of alchemy helped me find my true scientific calling, it helped me find what I would like for any scientist to find. “the passage to life” the making and the creation of it. To play the role of god. To find if we really need a god.